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KT Tunstall - Universe & U
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I don't know what to think anymore...I'm scared at the thought that everything's just my imagination...I hope it's not, I hope I'm not weaving a spider web-like fabric around me, I hope I won't get tingled in it, I hope it won't hurt, I hope I won't cry anymore, 'cause I'm sick of all that crap and I just wanna say: "fuck it, I'm done with that!". I wanna be better, I don't know if happy is the word, 'cause happiness is something so vague and unattainable; I just want to be fine, I wanna smile sincerely, cause I feel like. I really missed having someone to talk to late at night, something to dream of, someone with whom I can share stuff sometimes, someone to kiss, someone to fall in love with...I don't really think all these things are within my reach, but hey, anyone is free to feel whatever they want (and it's not like you can control it!!)...not all the time the ones we choose (or not) to love feel the same. actually, most of the time they don't...
.....I don't know how much of the old me still remains, but I'm sure that the "me" I see daily in the mirror is much different, stronger, lonelier, more indifferent and kinda more than likes you now...
well...all this is a beautiful dream and I don't even wanna think about anything, 'cause I get scared and I don't really need cold feet, or headaches or heartaches. neah, I just need a good sleep, a hand in my hair, a nice voice whispering "nite nite"... sweet nothings [but hey, we don't always get what we dream of, right? or maybe we do, who knows? I don't]
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